Today is Sunday before i start my 5th term. It also started my 3rd years in Jakarta. I'd love to say it 'first Sunday', so i had past twice 'first Sunday' but it never this terrible and painful.
First Sunday on 2007, many people greet me good luck and success. I was currently still on phone with my ex, so he still accompany my first nights here. I have to thank him actually, because i haven't yet. Thank you. I remembered Winda, a girl from Lubuk Linggau, was the one, who cheered me up. My mom remembered Winda well too. I can't remembered well, who'd greet me on that Sunday. But, it was a lot. But the biggest supporter was there with me, Mamah :) I started my first day with mom, until the 3rd days and she went home again. I'll cherish that moment, i'll check my calender later to find the current date on my 'first Sunday'
First Sunday on 2008, i remembered well it was August 10. Mamah was with me too. So, we went to church together and continued to Mangdu afterward hehehe.. Many people greet me good luck too, especially from someone. And he kept greet me for the next semester, and for my great IP, i thanked him a month ago.
Today, First Sunday on 2009, i spent my day alone. After i felt so down, and had a very bad experience about something, i still gloomy today. But, thank you for Desipus, Angel, Inggi, Thio-san, Syl, Ando, bang Ferdy, kak Gaby and my whole family, they strenghtened me. My Almighty God especially. For the bad time and good time, i thank HIM.
And i know, the next two 'first Sunday' will be greater than today. As i planned to finish my college in 2011, i have two more 'first Sunday' and i have to cheer them. To make them meaningful, not just a whole-cry-day-to-spend, because it still happen this year. I never stop cried on the church, regreted what i've been in the previous year and hoping so much that i can do much greater in the further. So, I am ready to start my new term, and also will fulfill it with fun too. Happy 'first Sunday' fellas :)
Sunday, August 16, 2009
relieve weekend
I woke up yesterday by mom's call asked me about meeting my sister, Imelda, today. She was about going to Lampung, visited her nephew (our actually) Davon, who'd born on August 3. Actually i want to ask her to go to church with me today, but, she couldn't join me so i just met her to give 'seragam' for our cousin's wedding on October. So, me and Desi went to CL to meet her on Jco. I also told her, why i wanna go to church with them. With this labil emotion, i need someone older and wiser than me, and i could find it on Kak Ime and Kak Kiki, but, both of them busy this weekend, and i regreted myself, why don't i tell her previously so i can also join her very-short trip to Lampung, because the main aim is just give Davon a visit.
After that, me and Desipus had Naicha (Desi's favourite drink ever!) as lunch. The meal also, i have no complain about it, i am not in my good mood, for just to request something to eat or drink. About 1p.m., we headed to Thio's home to pick up my lappy and Education Psychology book. Stallone joined us. We forth had fun there, argued Shireen Sungkar and Alyssa Soebandone, meatballs (me and Stallone dislike meatballs, while Thio and Desi love it, iyuuu) and watched Take Me Out Indonesia. It was my first time watched that show, really. I am not a TV fan, i just watched programs which i knew before, so i watched it there. We argued there about some contestants, laughed and teased one another hehehe. Suddenly it turned out night, so me and Desipus went home, and i had dinner myself and watch Troy before slept(i watched it several times already but never finished it hahaha).
For this Saturday, i can say i love it. It was really a relieved weekend for me :)
After that, me and Desipus had Naicha (Desi's favourite drink ever!) as lunch. The meal also, i have no complain about it, i am not in my good mood, for just to request something to eat or drink. About 1p.m., we headed to Thio's home to pick up my lappy and Education Psychology book. Stallone joined us. We forth had fun there, argued Shireen Sungkar and Alyssa Soebandone, meatballs (me and Stallone dislike meatballs, while Thio and Desi love it, iyuuu) and watched Take Me Out Indonesia. It was my first time watched that show, really. I am not a TV fan, i just watched programs which i knew before, so i watched it there. We argued there about some contestants, laughed and teased one another hehehe. Suddenly it turned out night, so me and Desipus went home, and i had dinner myself and watch Troy before slept(i watched it several times already but never finished it hahaha).
For this Saturday, i can say i love it. It was really a relieved weekend for me :)
Friday, August 14, 2009
the past three years
I spent last night with cried all night long. Mom went to Manado today, so here i am, alone again in Jakarta, until i met friends next Monday or Tuesday. I felt so sad these 2 days. I cried so long, in my sleep positon, thought about everything. I am tired actually, after posting it, i will try to sleep, or i'll have fever. Well, actually not just because of being lonely i cried, but happiness, letting go, missing, and so on. It such a complicated feeling. And poor me, i still have to post from handphone due to i still don't have laptop by my side. But, the aim post isn't my sadness, but about my lovely inang.
She died on this date, August 14, three years ago. While me and mama in taxi after went to Grand Indonesia for having lunch, i remembered about inang suddenly. I missed her, i have to admit it. And the night, i read something so damn touchful about being mom-daughter, and i remembered mom and inang. I hope i can have a good relationship with mom. I realized i got less affection from mom (as Batakness mother), but i want to make it grower. I loved her. Especially in my years in Jakarta. I always wait for her call, her food, her apperance, her touch, her taste (hehehe, girl stuff), her gossip, her wardrobe (my mom is beautiful,she always looks good) etc. Whuah, i have to edit this blog i guess. I cried while writing, so i have to stop it. I'd better cry again, i can't help, i am so sad today. God bless people.
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Finally i ended that day with cried. I have lunch at 3pm, almost faint and didn't have dinner. I felt so much lonely, so much regret of many things, between mom and him. Inang also came to my thought, i prayed for her and our whole family. Knowing that our grandparents always prayed for us from above sometime heal my worries. But, for that day,it helped nothing. I cried from morning up to dawn, because of 2 stupid persons' miscall.
The good thing i did on that day was, cleaned up my room and arranged my wardrobe. And also testing my newest dresses, shoes, shirts and bags and make them all matching! Hahaha, i have many of them now. And i just don't know where to put all of them! It just full in my wardrobes hehe.. So, i seperated some of my 'baju rumah' to give to Desi's maid, maybe on Monday. But, all my 'baju keluar' still on my wardrobe, i'll think later to give some.
And bang Ferdy made my night. With his silly chat, he made me laugh, a loud one and first of that day. How he made joke about words starts from G. I told it to Thio straightly, he laughed too hehehe. I'll go to Thio's home tomorrow (Saturday) with Desipus after met my sister in Jco. Saturday turns better actually :)
She died on this date, August 14, three years ago. While me and mama in taxi after went to Grand Indonesia for having lunch, i remembered about inang suddenly. I missed her, i have to admit it. And the night, i read something so damn touchful about being mom-daughter, and i remembered mom and inang. I hope i can have a good relationship with mom. I realized i got less affection from mom (as Batakness mother), but i want to make it grower. I loved her. Especially in my years in Jakarta. I always wait for her call, her food, her apperance, her touch, her taste (hehehe, girl stuff), her gossip, her wardrobe (my mom is beautiful,she always looks good) etc. Whuah, i have to edit this blog i guess. I cried while writing, so i have to stop it. I'd better cry again, i can't help, i am so sad today. God bless people.
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Finally i ended that day with cried. I have lunch at 3pm, almost faint and didn't have dinner. I felt so much lonely, so much regret of many things, between mom and him. Inang also came to my thought, i prayed for her and our whole family. Knowing that our grandparents always prayed for us from above sometime heal my worries. But, for that day,it helped nothing. I cried from morning up to dawn, because of 2 stupid persons' miscall.
The good thing i did on that day was, cleaned up my room and arranged my wardrobe. And also testing my newest dresses, shoes, shirts and bags and make them all matching! Hahaha, i have many of them now. And i just don't know where to put all of them! It just full in my wardrobes hehe.. So, i seperated some of my 'baju rumah' to give to Desi's maid, maybe on Monday. But, all my 'baju keluar' still on my wardrobe, i'll think later to give some.
And bang Ferdy made my night. With his silly chat, he made me laugh, a loud one and first of that day. How he made joke about words starts from G. I told it to Thio straightly, he laughed too hehehe. I'll go to Thio's home tomorrow (Saturday) with Desipus after met my sister in Jco. Saturday turns better actually :)
Thursday, August 13, 2009
i won't edit this blog
Hehehe,i hope this one is my last blog from handphone,so i decided not to edit it hehehe.. I have complicated feeling now, and i don't know to explain. I can't reveal it personally here, because it might hurt myself than them. So, i just can say, i am tired these 2 months, body and mind, and next week i will start my 5th term. I hope i can do better this term, get many good things too, whuah, bless me, Lord. I am nothing without You. I will end this blog with my night pray. "Dear God,........ (He'd already known my prays before i told Him)......... Amen!". I love You, Lord.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
bacaan malam
Miss you,bloggie *smooch smooch* Saya kangen buka blog dan akhirnya memutuskan untuk nge-blog malam ini. Beberapa hari ini kerja saya menyibukkan diri dengan kegiatan positif, jalan-jalan, makan-makan dan belanja-belanja hahaha, sok mellow gitu ceritanya hahaha, tapi untuk hal yang bodoh banget untuk di-mellowkan. Tapi, saya enjoy semuanya, disamping saya dapat banyak banget barang, ga perlu dibilang disini deh, saya bisa malu banget karena belanjaannya dari penting banget sampe ga penting banggeetttt hahaha. Menyenangkan banget, dan tidak sehat. Saya jadi makan sembarangan dan naiklah si badan karena saya makan mulu, dan senangnya pas tadi ketemu Yoan, eh dia bilang tambah kurus hehehe, wah badan, turunlah dikau lagi dan lagi (dan saya pun akan dimarahin lagi dan lagi sampai badan saya turun lagi hehe).
Nah, sekarang saya lagi kosong, ga sibuk apa-apa di malam ini. Saya jadi ingat kata-kata dosen yang nyuruh kita supaya membaca sebelum tidur. Dan ini saya, membaca buku aneh tapi pintar tentang presiden Indonesia dari masa ke masa. Lihat deh gambarnya di twitter saya, kayaknya sih dah kepasang. Bukannya lucu, setidaknya ga berat untuk jadi bacaan malam. Saya kurang banyak baca akhir-akhir ini dan kayaknya waktu-waktu ini tepat untuk mulai rajin lagi hehe. Well, ntar lagi saya lanjutin deh, saya masih post lewat hp, jadi binging ceritanya hehe.. Nitez bloggie :)
Nah, sekarang saya lagi kosong, ga sibuk apa-apa di malam ini. Saya jadi ingat kata-kata dosen yang nyuruh kita supaya membaca sebelum tidur. Dan ini saya, membaca buku aneh tapi pintar tentang presiden Indonesia dari masa ke masa. Lihat deh gambarnya di twitter saya, kayaknya sih dah kepasang. Bukannya lucu, setidaknya ga berat untuk jadi bacaan malam. Saya kurang banyak baca akhir-akhir ini dan kayaknya waktu-waktu ini tepat untuk mulai rajin lagi hehe. Well, ntar lagi saya lanjutin deh, saya masih post lewat hp, jadi binging ceritanya hehe.. Nitez bloggie :)
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
the other one
I don't know why but i can't edit my previous blogs, which i wrote and post by phone, so, i decided to post a new blog to make my last post clear. Last night, i said i have 2 sad things, one is about Mbah Surip sudden death yesterday, and the other one is i can't blog for two weeks or more, due to something really important. I can't tweet either. Is't it a sad thing? I hope i can post something today as my last post for these weeks, but i hate to post by phone. My laptop still not with me and i won't be able to take it until next 2 weeks. So, i just can enjoy my days with my beloved one, while i also will check my ym account, because i am waiting for someone to reply my message hehe.. I don't know it is good or not for me to make him enter my life after someone broke it and i still can't think well about our problems. All i know is i have my own life, and i have a full right to let someone enter my life, or out of my life if they are not suit on me. I'll have great days without blog or tweet ( i still hoping i can tweet real soon). It's all for today, if i have laptop back i'll edit my posts and promise to put pictures of my beloved ones there. Enjoy your day ya :)
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
mom vs ice cream
I had a very great day with mom today. After has been starving the whole night, we went to Rice Bowl to had our early lunch. I missed my "bebek panggang" and mom wanted her guave juice while i just have watermelon juice plus no ice and sugar. Can you imagine how its like? Hehe.. After that we swept all floors in Citraland, wanna find something for daddy while waited for mom's bag to be finished. Something happened with that at the time, so we wasted our free time in J.Co. I had J.Cool for the very first time, and sorry to say, to all Sour Sally lovers, i tasted J.Cool better than Plain Sour Sally. Really!hehe.. I guess it consists with lots of milk, that's why it taste better in my tongue. But, their mochi tasted similar, or i can say the same mochi. Everytime i went to Sour Sally, the only topping i wanted was mochi, great mochi ever hehe..
Then, we went to Siloam Hospital to meet my aunt, and had such a long chitchat there, while i always refused to be 'something' this October. Oh, i hope i can find my new bf so i can refuse it easily. But, it will make mw facing another 'something' if i introduce someone, wah, quite a weird problem to solve, huh? Let me think later, all i wanna think about good things for the next week :)
Finished our chitchat, we moved to Senayan City. And you know that they had my Dairy Queen, but mom insisted me not to eat ice cream at that time, because i had eaten many ice creams. If i'm not mistaken i spent my previous week with single Cornetto Mini, or two hehe.. I never regreted myself everytime i ate them, so i continued eating it day by day. And i just realize, i am getting bigger now! Nayyy!! After many times people asked me to eat a lot, here i am on my 1kg fat added hehe (bener ga tuh grammarnya?hahaha). So, i have no ice cream for today, just a yogurt and mochi. And the biggest thing for today was my mom's CROCS! Hahaha, finally one of us bought it. Daddy wanted it too, but i thought daddy won't use it, too weird for daddy. But, my mom liked it, felt comfortable and liked its color, not a shocked color one. I was almost buy it, but, i guessed a dress or two and a shoes sounds greater than just a-funny-sandals like CROCS. We laughed a lot there, because me and mom firstly disagree to buy it, we hate actually hahaha..
We ended our journey today with had early dinner in Senci, and met Judika and his gf, mom was thrilled. She admired Judika with his humble heart, she believed that Judika is a good Bataknese man. While his gf, Duma Silalahi has a-long-family-connection with me, and she even had slept in my grandpa's home when she was in high school, as my aunt said me. Well, nice to meet them too, mom kept asked me to take picture with him but i refused it several times because it thought they both had deep discussion with their friends and expected no one will bother them. So, we went home, and now i wanna sleep because i'll have another great day tomorrow. And 2 sad things will follow this blog, one Mbah Surip died this noon, knew it from Tora Sudiro first, i thought it was a joke, but i read in Insert and had to believe that it was true. Suddenly i miss Enos, we often sang his song when Enos went out "rewel" hehe. And now his gone, so, good bye. No need to gloom, at least he had proved that he is useful man to his family with his popular song "tak gendong". Well, nitez fellas :)
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Then, we went to Siloam Hospital to meet my aunt, and had such a long chitchat there, while i always refused to be 'something' this October. Oh, i hope i can find my new bf so i can refuse it easily. But, it will make mw facing another 'something' if i introduce someone, wah, quite a weird problem to solve, huh? Let me think later, all i wanna think about good things for the next week :)
Finished our chitchat, we moved to Senayan City. And you know that they had my Dairy Queen, but mom insisted me not to eat ice cream at that time, because i had eaten many ice creams. If i'm not mistaken i spent my previous week with single Cornetto Mini, or two hehe.. I never regreted myself everytime i ate them, so i continued eating it day by day. And i just realize, i am getting bigger now! Nayyy!! After many times people asked me to eat a lot, here i am on my 1kg fat added hehe (bener ga tuh grammarnya?hahaha). So, i have no ice cream for today, just a yogurt and mochi. And the biggest thing for today was my mom's CROCS! Hahaha, finally one of us bought it. Daddy wanted it too, but i thought daddy won't use it, too weird for daddy. But, my mom liked it, felt comfortable and liked its color, not a shocked color one. I was almost buy it, but, i guessed a dress or two and a shoes sounds greater than just a-funny-sandals like CROCS. We laughed a lot there, because me and mom firstly disagree to buy it, we hate actually hahaha..
We ended our journey today with had early dinner in Senci, and met Judika and his gf, mom was thrilled. She admired Judika with his humble heart, she believed that Judika is a good Bataknese man. While his gf, Duma Silalahi has a-long-family-connection with me, and she even had slept in my grandpa's home when she was in high school, as my aunt said me. Well, nice to meet them too, mom kept asked me to take picture with him but i refused it several times because it thought they both had deep discussion with their friends and expected no one will bother them. So, we went home, and now i wanna sleep because i'll have another great day tomorrow. And 2 sad things will follow this blog, one Mbah Surip died this noon, knew it from Tora Sudiro first, i thought it was a joke, but i read in Insert and had to believe that it was true. Suddenly i miss Enos, we often sang his song when Enos went out "rewel" hehe. And now his gone, so, good bye. No need to gloom, at least he had proved that he is useful man to his family with his popular song "tak gendong". Well, nitez fellas :)
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Monday, August 3, 2009
missions
Hai, bloggie. Sorry because i can't post many things here as i wish i can, due to i can't blog from laptop until the middle of this month. So, i decided to post important ones for me. Yesterday after had service, me and my family ate out at Ayam Lesehan Semarangan. Have you read my post about it? And, we requested ayam goreng, gudeg, soto ayam, sop buntut dan tahu tempe bacem! Hahaha, all of us felt goddamn full, i even couldn't sit "lesehan" so i moved to a table with Sintong after i washed my hands hehe.. And for today, i went to Green Garden Restaurant to have my Nasi Goreng Babi Bakar and Vanilla Ice Cappucino while waiting for Darling to come and join us. It was my last meal in Manado, because i headed back to Jakarta today by Garuda Indonesia.
And here i am, after swept my room, made it more clean now, i gotta sleep. Because tomorrow, me and mom has many schedule. And i planned myself to watch UP 3d, anyone have suggestion where do i have to watch? I've watched it once in Manado actually, but i want to watch it in 3d, it will be greater i bet. So, can't wait for tomorrow, beside i'm getting hungry now, seriously hehe.. Oya, last good news, i have a nephew now! And it means, i am an aunty now hehe.. So happy to know about that, hope i can see the baby soon or in October. Well, off for today, good nite :)
And here i am, after swept my room, made it more clean now, i gotta sleep. Because tomorrow, me and mom has many schedule. And i planned myself to watch UP 3d, anyone have suggestion where do i have to watch? I've watched it once in Manado actually, but i want to watch it in 3d, it will be greater i bet. So, can't wait for tomorrow, beside i'm getting hungry now, seriously hehe.. Oya, last good news, i have a nephew now! And it means, i am an aunty now hehe.. So happy to know about that, hope i can see the baby soon or in October. Well, off for today, good nite :)
Sunday, August 2, 2009
hope in this August
Welcome to August! It's our winning month, for the last 64 years. But, in this August, i also feel win of something. I won my stubborness this term by getting good mark (very good mark among all term ever). And get new spirit to begin my new term, wow, i just can't believe i am on my 5th term on college. I have past half path to get my bachelor degree. I hope i can finish my college in the next 2 years then continue with mastering it. I believe God had planned me all the best, so i have to believe and do on His way. Amen!
I'm getting ready now hehe..
I'm getting ready now hehe..
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