Friday, February 27, 2009

ordinary bulbo

I like answering buletin board or bulbo in Friendster. But, these days people - most of my friends - was addicted to Facebook, which is more interesting than Friendster. So, i decided to move my bulbo to this blog, to make my blog full hehehe..Enjoy it :)

1. Words going on in your head?
* pastiu!!

2. Where were your parents both from?
* Medan

3. What is the last thing you downloaded?
* photoscape

4. What is the time now?
* 22.37pm

5.What did you do for the last half an hour?
* mm, made my flickr account

6. Have you ever been in a school play?
* is that kindergarten?

7. How many kids do you want?
* 3 hehe

8. Type of music you DISLIKE most?
* black music, i can't hear they sing :(

9. fave types of music?
* pop romantic hehe

10. Last people you met beside your family?
* novi u like roller coasters?
* not really

12. describe urself in 3 words?
* friendly-kind-lovely

13. Would you go indoor or outdoor?
* indoors

15. Are you shy?
* for what?

16. Do you think you’re popular?
* in some cases hehehe

17. What’s the size of your bed?
* single in jakarta, double in manado

20. Best movie you’ve watched in the past..
* just like heaven

21 What’s the next you want to watch?
* marley and me

22. Chips or popcorn?
* chips

23. Have you ever broken anyone’s heart?
* some people

25. Are you a good cook?
* no hehe

26. Orange or Apple juice?
* both

27. Whom did you last go out to dinner/lunch with?
* ing, yolan n lin

28. fave drink?
* mineral water

29. Best feeling in the world?
* being loved and to be loved in return

30. Have you ever broken a bone?
* no

31. Have you ever had a medal?
* no huhuhu

33. Do u live with your parents?
* no

35. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
* not working yet

36. Last things you bought at a pharmacy?
* tonikum bayer

37. What are you going to do after this?
* offline and sleep

39.Who would you like to meet?
* mama

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
* no

41. What’s your favorite song?
* now? i gotta find you

42.Where would you go for a romantic evening?
* beach

44. Last song stuck in your head?
* rapuh

45. whats on ur mind right now?
* hoping the best to come

46. Best TV shows?
* used to ceriwis hehe

47. what is one thing you would like to learn to do?
* updating blog hehe

48. What do you do when you are bored?
* sleep, browse

49. How would you want someone to appreciate you?
* no need to appreciate, i just need to be cared

50. What do you love the most?
* love itself

This bulbo actually exists with 49 questions. Search the missing one hehehe while checking my new flickr, guys.. I put my family pictures here, i hope u can enjoy it :)

Thursday, February 26, 2009


Yeah, aku orang Batak.
>> Aku boru Siahaan.
>> Aku hidup dengan orang-orang Batak.
>> Aku cukup ngerti dengan tradisi Batak.
>> Aku suka lagu-lagu Batak.
>> Aku lumayan betah duduk manis di acara-acara Batak.
>> Aku hapal sebagian marga-marga Batak dan panggilan-panggilan mereka.
>> Aku membaca kisah-kisah suku Batak.
>> Aku pun lumayan bisa mengenali orang Batak dari wajah mereka.
>> Aku suka pria Batak.
>> Aku Batak :)

Itu hal-hal yang bisa kuungkapkan jika orang mempertanyakan ke-batak-kan diriku, namun, fakta-nya adalah :
>> Aku hidup dengan orang-orang Batak, yang tidak Batak. Papaku bukan orang Batak yang terlalu Batak. Aku bahkan bisa meyakinkan diri sendiri kalau papa tidak akan setuju aku menikah dengan paribanku, seperti lazimnya orang Batak lain. Mamaku pun begitu. Nah, ini yang aku suka dari kedua orangtuaku. Mereka juga bukan yang terlalu ngotot mengajarkan adat kepada aku dan adik-adikku. Kita memang tidak secara langsung belajar bahasa Batak, namun, lama-lama ngerti kok biar cuma dikit, daripada tidak sama sekali kan? hehehe..
>> Aku cukup ngerti dengan tradisi Batak. Yah, ini masih kaitan erat sama yang diatas lah. Aku tahu bahwa tulang-ku itu marga Parna, yang setahuku ada 50-an marga. Trus, ada banyak lagi istilah-istilah atau panggilan-panggilan tertentu kepada mereka. Untuk orang-orang gerejaku sih, aku lumayan hapal. Tapi kalau dah diluar itu, aku kurang tahu deh hehehe..
>> Aku suka lagu-lagu Batak dan akan bersenandung ketika mendengarnya, menggoyang-goyangkan kepala, trus ikutan nyanyi deh. Bahkan di lagu-lagu tertentu, aku akan menangis bila mendengar lagu-lagu Batak. Ada juga lagu yang "membebankan" aku, lagu itu juga pernah aku tulis di blog ini, judulnya Boru Panggoaran. Tapi, aku tetap suka lagu-lagu Batak secara keseluruhan, yah, paling tidak lagu-lagu yang biasa aku dengar di acara Batak lah hehehe..
>> Aku suka pria Batak, namun bukan berarti hanya bisa menyukai pria Batak. Memang kebanyakan yang dekat dan akhirnya jadian memang pria Batak. Bahkan bisa aku katakan, dari zaman cinta monyet aja, aku dah naksir pria Batak hehehe.. Nah, pas sekarang malah lebih payah. Pria yang benar-benar kusukai memang Batak tulen! Lengkap dengan gesture Batak, pintar bahasa Batak, namun sangat casual. Pria Batak ada juga kok yang keren, ga semua amuba hehehe.. Meskipun sebagian besar gitu sih. Ada pula yang bilang kalau pria Batak itu otoriter, wah, itu semua hanya generalisasi. Ada kok yang manis. Ada yang kutu buku. Ada yang romantis. Ada yang gay! Itu pasti sih menurutku. Jadi, segala macam stereotipe pria juga pasti ada di pria Batak. Tinggal kita yang pintar-pintar mencari saja. Tapi aku pribadi belum kepikiran akan menikah dengan pria Batak atau tidak, itu masih jauh banget hehehe..

Wah, itu dulu deh tentang Batak. Ada banyak hal yang bisa aku ceritain, bisa yang negatif dan positif. Moga-moga kalian suka bacanya, terutama yang Batak hehehe.. Horasss!!

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

normal (?)

I took Tes Inventory Kepribadian subject this semester with Ing, Yolan, Siska and Lin. It was Pengantar Psikodiagnostik sequel. And this subject was teaching by Ibu Debora Basaria, Psi. This is our second class had been teaching by her.

Well, my focus in this post not about Ibu Debora, my friend, the class atmosphere or what, but the test itself. Yeah, as we know that, someday, if i and my friends become a psychologist(s) - say Amen! -, one of our job is testing people. Whether as clinical test, intelligence test, and industrial test. But, before i can test people, first i have to learn about the tests of course. And Tes Inventory Kepribadian is one of the subject which is tought me about tests and how to score it.

Last week was my first time to have a personality test by Edward Personal Preference Schedule (EPPS), made by Edward of course hehehe.. It has 225 force choices item, means that i have to choose one of the choices which is more related to me (a or b). I have to fill all the number, cannot miss one of them, or more than 3 number because, the result won't valid and we couldn't interpret the result. And today, i got my score!

EPPS scored our needs, related to Henry Murray's needs theory. He listed 30 needs, but EPPS just scored 15 needs, which are :

1.Achievement -
2.Deference -
3.Order +
4.Exhibition 0
5.Autonomy +
6.Affiliation +
7.Intraception +
8.Succorance 0
9.Dominance 0/+
10.Abasement -
11.Nurturance 0
12.Change +
13.Endurance -
14.Heterosexuality 0
15.Aggression +

Look at symbols next to the needs list. I have no +++ or ---, i just have +, -, and 0 symbol. Of course you can get the connection, right? I am a normal girl. I have fulfilled almost my needs successfully. And it made me glad. But also, made me think. Am i that normal? I agreed for some needs, like dominance. I like to be a leader, i like to be the one, yeah, maybe because i am an elder daughter in my family. It made me need aggression too, to prove that i have dominance on others. But, in heterosexuality, i've got 0 point, means, i don't really like to hang out with boys and disable to built relationship with boys, but hey, i have a lot of boyfriends who are care for me, better than my boyfriend do hehehe..

Well, i don't really think about this test and its result actually. Just wanna muse it this time, before i get a new test next week and get a different way of scoring and interpret also. I believe that I am normal, and i am proud of being normal. Thanks God :)

Saturday, February 21, 2009

I am Jasmine

An exotic and fiery beauty, Jasmine doesnt want much. She just wants to marry for love and to experience life outside the palace. A strong independant woman, she is ready for some adventure and is quite capable of taking matters into her own hands by rejecting unsuitable suitors and sneaking off into the marketplace alone. When she meets Prince Ali she begins to get a taste how the other half lives and finds the freedom she has longed for.
-from facebook quiz-

I got this detail as a result of Facebook Quiz titled "Which Princess Are You?", if i'm not mistaken hehehe.. I like Jasmine, and think some similarities between me and her. She felt in love with a homeless and jobless but a handsome one like Alladin, have to struggle to find her love. Her love and Alladin was so inspiring for me. Eventhough i haven't to think about serious relationship now, i think that my love life will like hers -happy ending, i mean- :)

Thursday, February 19, 2009


Tadi, aku, Siska dan Lin memutuskan untuk datang ke apartemen Inggi mau ngeliat Jenni. Jadi, abis makan Mie Yamin yang tak enak itu, terkejut dengan ketebalan diktat Abnormal, kita pun menuju Kuningan. Ci Ivonne happy dengan kedatangan kita, tapi malah sedikit mengganggu sih tentu saja hehehe.. Banyak juga yang Cici ceritain tapi memang yang kita tanya juga kebanyakan sih, makanya pulang dah agak telat dan ini baru aja nyampe kos.

Aku senang ngeliat Jenni, dah lama ga ngeliat baby, apalagi di Jakarta ini sepupu-sepupu pada belum nikah, jadi masih lama lagi mau ngeliat baby. Lagi nunggu anaknya Bang Saut sama Kak Siska nih, kira-kira lahirnya kapan ya? hehehe.. Mau nyuruh kakak-kakak yang lain juga ah, supaya bisa cepat punya keponakan juga. Ayuk-ayuk :)

lagi gendong Jennifer Shannon Muktiwijaya,
lihat dong gaya kita berdua, lucu kan? =p

Tuesday, February 17, 2009


Sunday, February 15, 2009

confession on valentine

Aku sedih, bukan karena hari Valentine, bukan karena tidak ada dia, yang malah sibuk dengan urusannya, tapi aku sedih karena aku mengasihani diriku sendiri yang mengecewakan mereka. Aku kembali berpikir tentang dia dan yang lalu-lalu, kenapa selalu salah? Kenapa selalu salah?

Aku tahu itu salah, aku harus akui itu, tapi aku tak bisa menolak segala keinginan hati. Aku tak mungkin bisa menahan rasa itu tumbuh. Bukan rasa ini yang salah, tapi orang yang membawa rasa ini. Dan aku pun mau terbawa salah hingga akhirnya terus menerus merasa bersalah seperti ini.

Aku harus senyum!

Aku harus membuktikan kepada mereka, aku selalu bisa diandalkan!


Ini foto-foto Valentine kemaren..

Desi's LOVE

Arlene's LOVE

Inggrid's LOVE


They are my dates on Valentine :)

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Love = Eeyore

Happy Valentine, bloggie :)

Today is my second Valentine in Jakarta. I remembered last year, it was Friday on Valentine. I didn't have any boyfriend to celebrate Valentine like the past years. So, me and Arlene went to Taman Anggrek Mall, Jakarta to celebrate Valentine just both of us. And, unexpectable, we met the gorgeous, Choky Sitohang. Such a lovely Valentine, isn't it? I loved it, too. I enjoyed when Kgab and Kak Beka got jealous on me hehehe..

last Valentine

Now, in Valentine Day 2009, i have no dating again, in a real meaning. I have a lot of friends to share today's happiness, but no date. It is not a big problem for me, cause I happy to be me, it is my way, and it is my Valentine. But, don't get it sentimentil cause i've already going nuts with someone, and he is EEYORE!!! I love him each more day. Take a minute to see this cutie pict, and you will realize how cute my man :)

some of my Eeyore

Well, he is my Valentine. Actually i have someone too, a human one. But, in this Valentine, i won't go with him because one big reason, a reasonable one. So, i will go to Mangga Dua, to go shopping with my girlfriends and maybe watch a movie too. That's my way to celebrate Valentine Day this year. Hope next year will be better, love!

Friday, February 13, 2009

a day before Valentine

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
Being around the people I love the most

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
My dinner

3) Where do you wish to get married?
My hometown, Manado

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
20 something hehe

5) Are you in love?
I'm happy, thats all i know

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
Puncak Manado Restaurant

7) Name the latest book that you bought?

8) What is your full name?
Gressiana Siahaan

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
They come as 1 lovely package

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
Someone starts with G

11) Christina or Britney?
Britney, please

12) Do you do your own laundry?

13) The most exciting place you want to go?

14) Hugs or kisses?
Both :)

15) 8 things I am passionate about:
1. Family
2. Love life
3. Psychology
4. Eeyore
5. Taking pictures
6. Writing
7. Travelling

16) 8 things I say too often:
1. Hah??
2. Hii
3. Thank you
4. Sorry
5. Dadah
6. Iyo, so?
7. Ma..
8. Bang..

17) 8 books I've read recently:
1. Lolita (still no finish until now hehe)
2. Spice Magazine (February)
3. Gogirl Magazine (January)
4. Gogirl Magazine (December)
5. Prince Caspian
6. Aku tak mau mati jomblo
7. Girls in Mode
8. My diaries

18) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
1. I gonna find you - Jonas Brothers
2. This is me - Jonas Brothers
3. Burnin Up - Jonas Brothers
4. You and I both - Jason Mraz
5. The Rose - Emi Fujita
6. Rapuh - Joeniar Arief
7. Our Last Summer - ABBA
8. Coat of Many Colors - Kristy Lee Cook

19) 8 things I learned last year:
1. More independent
2. Being a sister is not that simple
3. Being a daughter too
4. Give chance to others to change their life
5. Buy the expensive ones and you'll have it for long time
6. Cry if it makes you feel better
7. Shares it in blog
8. You'll happy if you think you are happy

20) Last words :
Happy Valentine <3

Thursday, February 12, 2009

terpaksa jalan

Hahaha, mungkin itu bukan judul yang tepat untuk menggambarkan perjalanan hari ini, karena aku sama sekali tidak menyesalinya, dan aku serius untuk hal itu. Hari ini aku tak yakin akan menghabiskan hari bersama para sahabat-sahabatku. Sebenarnya sih udah janjian mau jalan, rata-rata pada mau, tapiiii juga pada sibuuuk banget. Nah, ini nih masalah mendasarnya.

Rencana awal adalah kita, makan siang bareng, trus nonton film (rencana dari awal memang The Curious Case of Benjamin Button), trus nyobain Sour Sally dan pulang. Tapi, sampai pukul 12 siang, tidak ada yang memberi kepastian akan ikut nonton. Jadinya pukul 13 kita memutuskan mengubah jadwal, namun tetap jadi jalan-jalan. Yippie :)

Kita ketemu kurang lebih pukul 14 di Sour Sally, beli tiket film dulu sih baru makan yogurt di situ. It was my first experience to visit Sour Sally. I known it for several months, if i'm not mistaken something November or Desember and have no idea what it was until i read my December Issues in Gogirl Magazine. And when i came back to Jakarta, Thio was such an addicted for Green Tea Froyo from Sour Sally. Although he had no money, he came to eat Green Tea hahaha.. Great Thio, huh? =p

eby and nata enjoying their plain yogurt

while me and thio enjoying our green tea ones

Abis makan Sour Sally, kita turun mesan kado buat mamapapa-ku. Hore, akhirnya aku dapat yang aku mau, dan aku tahu mereka akan sangat senang menerima benda itu. Uhh, can't wait deh.. Trus, kita nonton The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. Film yang aneh, tapi lumayanlah. Tapi, aku ga nyaman karena AC studio-nya ga dingin, uhh, menghancurkan ketampanan Brad Pitt tuh =p

Well, itulah hari ini. Perjalanan terpaksa, namun kebahagiaan itu nyata kok tepat. Menanti saat jalan-jalan selanjutnya, sahabat. Love ya!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

boru panggoaran

Ho do boruku tampuk ni ate-ateki
Ho do boruku tampuk ni pusu-pusuki
Burju burju ma ho
Namarsikkola i
Asa dapot ho na sininta ni rohami

Molo matua sogot ahu
Ho do manarihon ahu
Molo matinggang ahu inang
Ho do na manogu-nogu ahu

Ai ho do boruku boru panggoaranki
Sai sahat ma da na di rohami
Ai ho do boruku boru panggaoaranki
sai sahat ma da na di rohami

No need to tell why i put this lyric, i just being it..


I'd like to write something about these photos, but i get sleepy now. So, pardon me let this blog unfinish but trust me i can finish it for this weekend. I will do. These photos was taken on February6, a day before my came back to Jakarta. I loved everyminutes i've spent in Puncak Manado Restaurant with Uda Lerry and family, Uda Welling and family, Opung Saragih-Purba, Bang Andre plus Bang Rudy. Well, here they are and what we did on that night. Miss ya:)

uda as our conductor

the family member

the cuties was starving for about an hour

we are family!

the best part of that party hahaha

my lovely family :)

A night before i went back to Jakarta, we had a dinner, a fancy one in Puncak Manado Restaurant. I didn't like the restaurant actually, but it was my beloved papah's choice and it meant a must! So, we called Uda Lerry, Uda Welling and Opung to join us. It was a lovely night and a hot one, well i'm the one who wore a long jacket and it was normal for me to felt it was hot that night. Well, i just loved the night, cannot say more than, I LOVE YOU ALL :)

Thursday, February 5, 2009

milk spa

Me and mom has just arrived home from Eastern Garden - Martha Tilaar Spa at Sam Ratulangi street, near from Immanuel Book Store and Bakmi Krendang. It was my first time to have spa. My mom choosed Milk Spa for both of us, and went to different rooms. The lady whose treaten me name Farah, if i'm not mistaken hehe..

Well, i enjoyed all the treatment but stim makes me breath uneasily. I also shy went she treated my whole body, the upper especially (breasts and stomach), whoah, thats why my mom choosed us to different room, to have a different treat by their ladies hahaha.. I loved bathtub time, with milk, a lot of milk, like a real lady, really. I like it, feeling a better body, because i'm so tired after worship last night in my home and last morning i went to hospital, saw Troy and accompany Angel until noon.

Here is the pictures i've taken there..

in front of Eastern Garden Spa

me and mom changed clothes

me in a mirror

mama have a ginger tea

me in Indonesia word-statue

Monday, February 2, 2009

banana boat

I've already wrote about my experience played Banana Boat with my friends but it all flushed away. I'm too sad to write it again. Just look at the pictures and feel our happiness ya :)

Irene, Handry, Ping, me, Ito and Angel

me, waiting to ride the boat

the boys

the girls

all of us, played Banana Boat

a new month

Sekarang dah masuk bulan Februari. Dah mau masuk kuliah lagi deh. Dah mau pulang Jakarta. Dah mau tinggal di kos lagi sendirian. Huh, ini nih, akhir liburan yang tidak menyenangkan, bahkan untuk orang dewasa sekalipun. Yah, secara umur aku bisa dikatakan dewasa, tapi, jujur deh, secara psikis belum, dalam proses berubah dan memperbaiki diri lebih tepatnya.

Nah, aku khawatir akan satu hal dalam waktu seminggu ini. Moga-moga mama nyadar akan hal itu dan tidak mengkhawatirkannya, bahkan tidak perlu memikirkannya sesering memikirkan hal-hal lain semacam itu. Aku akan baik-baik saja, ada ataupun tak ada pacar. Aku punya teman-teman yang baik dan dipercaya sama mama! Itu yang terpenting! Sehingga tidak terlalu susah untuk minta ijin jalan sama teman-teman.

Trus, tiba-tiba ada masalah yang mengganggu mama nih sekarang. Aku juga jadi kepikiran. Perihal masalah wanita yang dihadapi mama sejak tahun 2006 yang lalu. Aku benci melihat ada kesakitan, ada ketakutan, ada kebingungan bahkan ada kemarahan tentang hal yang berkaitan dengan kesehatan. Kayak papa yang nasehatin aku tentang bahaya penyakit Paru-paru Basah kemaren. Please deh, papa, aku tahu itu, cuma jangan ngomong-ngomong nakutin gitu, kan jadi takut beneran. Masak aku ga boleh pake AC lagi, Jakarta begitu panas, dan kamar di Jakarta kecil tanpa ventilasi, wajar kan pakai AC, kan papa sendiri tahu aku ga kuat pake kipas angin, huhuhuhu..

Yah, yah, sekarang masuk bulan dua lagi, bulan mulai menderita lagi. Aku tahu semua ini juga demi kebaikan-ku, maka moga-moga apa yang terjadi pun aku sesuai dengan keinginanku dan keinginan kita bersama, Amen.

Burnin Up

Well, i didn't interest in Jonas Brothers until i listened to their single called Burnin Up. Kak Beka recommended me to listen to it, and suddenly i loved it, uhh, so cool, eventhough the tittle is Burnin Up hehehe:)

In Obama's day, a week ago i think, i watched that Jonas Brothers was one of his guest, well his daugthers guests actually, because Mallia and Sasha are Jonas's big fans. Wow, dreaming if my father is a president, i could have date with Jake Gyleenhaal, oh, couldn't i? hehehe

Here's the lyrics, Jonas's babes..
Enjoy it!

I'm hot
You're cold
You go around
Like you know
Who I am
But you don't
You got me on my toes

I'm slipping into the lava
And I can't keep from going under
Baby, you turn the temperature hotter
I'm burning up
Burning up
For you baby

I fell [I fell]
So fast [so fast]
I can't hold myself
High heels
Red dress
All by yourself
Gotta impress

I'm slipping into the lava
And I can't keep from going under
Baby, you turn the temperature hotter
I'm burning up
Burning up
For you baby

I walk in the room
All I can see is you
You're staring me down
I know you feel it too

I'm slipping into the lava
And I can't keep from going under
Baby, you turn the temperature hotter
I'm burning up
Burning up
For you baby

I'm slipping into the lava
And I can't keep from going under
Baby, you turn the temperature hotter
I'm burning up
Burning up

I'm slipping into the lava
And I can't keep from going under
Baby, you turn the temperature hotter
I'm burning up
Burning up
For you baby
I'm burning up
Burning up
For you baby