one month to go

Happy Sunday everyone..

Honestly i'm not in mood to write any story here, though i like to share it. Well, a long weekend is ended today, and it is closed by a big rain and gluduk2 hehe.. Mm, i'm still doing some of my homeworks actually (please trust me) and now, i am about thinking to skip the class tomorrow hahaha.. But, where will i go? I'm broke now :( And, i am a person who always believe that somehow miracles could happen on our last week before exam. Yeah, on the last class, sometimes our lectures give clues on how the exam will be. Or maybe they conclude every part of the subject. It happened, right? Many times in my experience. So, skip the class is not a good idea. What about cut my hair? Mm, i'd like to cut my hair, but, not this early, but, in December, in the middle of exam, as a refreshment (plus hair spa). Huh, i got stuck then. What to do ya? What guilty pleasure should i take as "kambing hitam" in my skip planning tomorrow? hahahaha..

Ah ya, i am happy today. Gorilla and Kingkong texted me Happy Sunday. How lovely :) We're about discussing our new year planning. But, let mamapapa choose ours. I know they will treat me well hehe.. Today is November 29, and i have many friends and relative who are celebrating their birthday today, Inya, Cia, Tika and my inanguda in Medan. Wishing you all the best! One month to go to mine hihihi.. Well, nites all, gotta off soon and continue my still unfinish homeworks x)

new moon : November's mission completed

First, happy long weekend :)

Hey, i watched New Moon yesterday and i think it's better than Twilight. Maybe i could say some whys i told New Moon is better than Twilight, because :

1. Less Edward's scenes *grin.. I don't really like this so called cute vampire, yeah, in fact i dislike white man. I prefer color man (tan or brown), they "tasted" more man to me hahahaha..

2. Jacob cut his long hair, and how he transformed into wolf was so cool! He had a great body now, and cute smile *melting

3. More fighting scenes than the previous one. Eventhough the fighting scenes was only full with wolfs and vampires, yeah, it's better i thought.

In a conclusion, mmm, New Moon is better than Twilight, because they had more Jacob's scenes :)

some of his poses *ganteng makkk

By this, i had my November's mission completed. I bought SPICE magazine early this month, and read there that have to watch movie are 2012, A Christmas Carol and New Moon. I've already watched they all, yipppiee :) I am ready to face December now, face my final exam on December 7 then have a family holiday in Christmas, bday and New Year. But now, let me finish all unfinish tasks (i still have lots of them) in this long weekend, well actually just today, if i'm on good mood hehehe.. Have a nice dayy :)

when i missed my bandits

Everyday is a blessing from God,but today i wasn't felt it was a blessing, because of two things. I won't reveal yet remember it,huff.. But, one point for sure, i really really wanna make up my day, so i chose to had my 'me time' alone today. And i chose GI as the best place to visit, i forgot when was my last visit there hehe..

Then, i made my own day by having shopping spree alone,tested some dresses and shirts, then bought them hehe.. Read some books, searched for one book, please trust me, i never found it! I've been searched it on 3 gramedias, but yeah, still 'gigit jari' so i ended my gramedia's visit by purchased a ruler hahaha.. My old one is still good, but not good enough to make a perfect straight line..

I strolled the mall, found a magnificent David statue on its WM, i captured it by phone, i'll put it tomorrow here due to i used bb for this post, am too lazy to turn on the lappy hehe..

The last but not least, i had my Green Tea Blizzard by Dairy Queen, still lovely as before hihi.. I miss that cup of ice cream:) after i felt enough colling down, i texted my bandits and was extremely happy when i received their smses..

I smiled a lot in Food Louver hehehe, it even doubled with mom's call.. Whuah, no more sadness for today hehe..

So, i guess i am ready enough to be a strong girl tomorrow, yeah i have to fight for my own self worth, and i'll gonna prove it!

Anddd, still have tons of curiousity with my Xmas and New Year's plans.. Mom won't let me know until now huhu.. But, no need to worry, cause i'll be fine with them:)

two Fridays on a row

It's like a deja-vu  today. I spent today really (see it? i even bold it) like the previous Friday. I could mention what i did today, just like this :

06.15       : Woke up! (no snooze, hoorayyy!!)

06.30       : Took a bath, plus hair washed

07.00       : Dressed up

07.20       : Went to campus, then accompany D and A to print their tasks

07.45       : Ate nasi uduk

08.00       : Faal II class

09.30       : Leha leha time

10.00       : Psikometrika class (ohmy, mau gila di kelas ituuu)

12.00       : Finished the class ( thanks, God) then i could eye-ing hahaha

13.00       : Went to mall (Sency to MTA)

14.00       : Strolled the mall and had some shopping spree then ended it at daily store (Food Hall to Hero)

16.00       : Watched movie(s) -- no long queue for two times, one word, blessing! :)

!8.00        : Had dinner

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A Christmas Carol 

See, so simple, huh? But, i do love my Friday :) Today i watched A Christmas Carol, another movie welcoming Christmas season. A nice one! I love Jim Carrey's annimation as Ebenezer Scrooge, two thumbs up! I recalled another Christmas movie, Polar Express, starring Robin Williams, how great that movie and especially its annimation. SO NATURAL :) I bet if i watched it on 3D, it will be more natural. Anddd, so touchy. I almost cry in one scene in his past when he remembered how he celebrated his Christmas on his childhood. Suddenly i miss my family to celebrate this Christmas with me. Though it still one month to go to Christmas, i do miss them. Can't wait to see them soon. Can i fast forward to Chirstmas, please??

christmas : first list

first list 

I'm just finished chat with my junior high school friends. Well, kinda long time not see them. And, realized one big fact between us! hahaha, so silly guys, but now i am looking forward to meet them and finish this stuff x) Then, i have my first list for Christmas now, or maybe i could add it also in my birthday wish list, so Santa, please hear my wish (also their wish).

musim hujan = musim gendut

Hahaha, saya ga bercanda pas nulis judul itu, secara baru hari ini saya udah makan banyak, dengan alasan klasik "hujan itu bikin lapar mulu, dingin sihhh hehehe". Iya ga sih? (please dong ada yang setuju juga hahaha - ngarep ada teman ikutan gendut juga ;p) Tapi hari ini hujannya sadis! Salah juga sih, udah tahu hujan malah keluyuran cari makan di samping kampus. Yah, abisnya makanan dalam kampus, di gedung K itu ga enak sih (maap ya, mas2 siomay dan tempura dan kios anak2 teknik di lantai 4). Jadi deh, saya dan Inggrid, menerjang hujan demi semangkok Mie Ayam Nyamin si bapak gendut. Soalnya semua pastinya nyari yang kuah2 kalau pas hujan, dan itulah tadi, saya sama Inggrid asli basah celananya plus sepatunya demi si nyamin itu! Sebenarnya niat beli gorengan juga, tapi alangkah sungguh tidak sehatnya jika makan siang mie plus gorengan, jadi niat suci itu terpaksa dibatalkan. Padahal saya sudah makan tuna puff paginya. Trust me, tuna puff itu enak banget! Highly recommended bread from Breadtalk according to my opinion as a tuna lover  hehehe :)

Trus jadinya kita bersih2 dulu di kamar mandi, dengan stelan kayak ngambil wudhu, karena kita cuci kaki dong! Dan makan trus kuliah, sampai mau jam 3 dan saya lapar lagi! hehehe.. Tapi bingung mau makan apa selain malas jalan jauh karena masih ada kuliah lagi jam 3.30, yah, secara dosennya telat mulu, padahal seharusnya masuk jam 3, jadi deh, turun ke bawah beli... MILK TEA -no ice! One of my favourite drink :) I love both, milk and tea, and if you combine it hihihi, i'll finish it soon ;p Yup, itu minuman juga abis dengan cepat, bahkan sebelum dosen datang. Pulang kuliah jam 5, saya lapar lagi! Trus sekarang lagi niat beli kebab, ato nasi goreng, ato gorengan, dan pilihan jatuh ke pisang goreng Kalimantan. Sayangnya ga berjodoh dengan gorengan hari ini, dia tutup dong (kesel), jadinya pulang dengan tangan hampa deh. Di tengah jalan saya liat kantin sebelah buka, saya ajak deh si Arlene buat bungkus makanan, saya lapar nasi sekarang soalnya, eh dia lapar juga. Jadi deh, jam 5.30 kita makan gede hehehe..

Sekarang, saya lagi ngunyah2 kripik pisang Lampung nih. Alasannya dobel sekarang, sambil ngerjain tugas plus dingin abis mandi. Trus bentar lagi, jam 10an saya bakal makan lagi deh, kali ini apel sasaran saya hehehe.. Tuh, dia udah nongkrong di sebelah. Tunggu ya, pel, paling bentar lagi saya lapar hehe.. Walah, saya bisa menggendut kalau hari2 meng-excuse diri makan sesuka perut dan sesuka hujan nih. Dan juga harus pake celana gantung karena hujan, mmm, apa sekalian bawa sendal jepit aja ya? Abisnya hujan itu ngerusak sepatu banget, kasian sepatunya. Walah, hujan yang baik, saya senang banget kalau kamu datang. Apalagi bau tanah abis kamu pergi. Mama saya bilang saya jorok karena suka bau itu, tapi menurut saya itu bau kehidupan. Semuanya ga akan tumbuh kalau tidak ada air dan tanah, dan hujan menyatukan mereka. Jadi itu bau kehidupan menurut saya, karena kehidupan di tanah bisa bermula dengan adanya hujan. Hwuaahh, sok2 melankolis sekarang hehe.. Well, enjoy the rain, but keep avoiding ourself from junk food after the rain (beneran loh, saya pengen makan KFC abis ujan tadi, sayang deliverynya mahal hahaha) !

2012 dan kiamat

 doomsday!

Sebenarnya saya hanya ingin menulis judul 2012, tapi ntar sama aja kayak ngasih review film deh, jadinya saya tambahin judulnya, yang memang menggambarkan apa yang ingin saya tulis di blog ini. Yah, kiamat, akhir dunia, apalah itu namanya, yang pasti keadaan dimana segala macam kehancuran berpuncak dan (setahu saya) dunia musnah alias tidak ada lagi. Dikabarkan suku Maya yang meramalkan hal tersebut, katanya tanggal 21 Desember 2012 akan kiamat. Apa ya yang kira-kira terjadi pada diri saya di tanggal itu?

# Saya akan berusia 22 tahun 11 bulan, seminggu lewat sehari juga harusnya bakalan 23 tahun.

# Seharusnya saya udah lulus s1, dan dalam proses s2

# Harusnya udah punya pacar lagi (hahahaha, curhat colongan)

Yah, itu kira2 yang (harusnya) terjadi ketika tanggal itu datang. Saya bukan berandai2 tanggal itu beneran dan membumihanguskan semua umat di dunia. Akan ada tsunami besar sekali akan datang, dan menenggelamkan kita semua, bumi dan isinya, seperti pada zaman Nuh dulu. Seperti di film ini. Negara2 maju menciptakan bahtera2 untuk menyelamatkan makhluk bumi. Harga untuk 1 tiket adalah 1 Milyar Euro, nebak aja sendiri jadi berapa di Rupiahkan hahaha, saya ya ga bisa bayar segitunyalah. Nebak lagi deh, siapa2 aja yang bisa naik kapal itu, yang artinya juga, menurut film ini, akan selamat dari Doomsday ini.

Film ini aneh menurut saya. Iya, saya setuju dengan penggambaran kiamat ini. Yah, saya sih mengartikan cerita di film ini dengan datangnya kiamat, bukan sekedar tsunami atau gunung berapi, tapi kok bisa ada yang selamat ya? Kalau memang mau kiamat, ya jangan ada yang selamat dong? Iya ga sih? Justru saya ngiranya akan benar2 musnah isi bumi. Ini kok malah ribuan orang bisa selamat, karena punya uang! Nah loh. Nyawa terbeli dong? Tuhan kita yang Mahaadil itu berarti berubah jadi mahatidakadil dong? Salah dimana persepsi ini? Saya malah lebih suka penggambaran di film Knowing deh jadinya. Bahkan akan ada anak2 atau orang2 yang terpilih dan akan menjadi Adam dan Hawa yang baru di negeri baru yang dijanjikan Tuhan kepada kita. Bukan dengan 1 Milyar Euro dan kita akan selamat di dunia. Kalau dunia hancur juga berarti manusia hancur kan?

Okei, saya sedikit berapi-api ketika menulis tentang ini. Tapi saya masih bingung dengan inti cerita ini. Masih lebih bangus Wall-E deh, kalau memang tujuan filmnya untuk kebaikan bumi. Atau Knowing, agar orang2 tuh pada baca alkitab dan peka dengan keadaan sekitar, tangisan ibu pertiwi. Atau bahkan menonton siaran2 seperti tsunami atau gempa Padang, yang memilukan hati dan menyadari mereka sudah pernah menikmati "kiamat" mereka dan melihat orang2 yang mereka kasihi menghadapi "kiamat"nya. Sadar ga? Ada ga yang bisa menyelamatkan diri? Ga ada? Semua pada akhirnya berpulang kepadaNya. Apapun yang akan kita lakukan, kita tetap akan menghadapi "kiamat" kita sendiri2.

Saya yakin film ini pasti menghibur banyak orang. Hanya ada seorang saya yang kurang menikmatinya. Kurang bisa memaknai hancurnya dunia ini. Tapi saya tetap manusia biasa. Di saat masa saya akan tiba, saya berharap saya bersama mereka, bersama surga saya. Sehingga saya tidak takut ketika kiamat itu datang. Meskipun saya juga takut, takut tidak cukup waktu bersama mereka, takut tidak cukup waktu membahagiakan mereka, takut tidak melihat dan mengetahui keberadaan mereka. Whuah, saya sampai nangis nulis kata2 ini, beneran. Ada teman nulis ini kemaren, jadi saya kopi buat bloggie, kata2nya bagus. Have a nice day yaa:)

Life comes with no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

after i watched cin(T)a

Cina - Tuhan - Anissa

Saya pribadi tahu film indie ini pas Lebaran kemaren, pas maen ke tempat teman untuk makan siang sama2. Langsung nge-cek apa masih ada di Bitz Megaplex Grand Indonesia, unfortunately, udah pindah dong ke PVJ. Yahhh, berhubung keinginan ke Bandung harus dibatalkan karena kemacetan luar biasa, jadilah, memasrahkan diri untuk ga nonton film indie, yang konon amat "kritis" ini. Teman saya, FP, paling sedih karena ga bisa nonton tuh. Jadinya dia make poster film ini jadi display picture YM-nya.

Eh, kira2 2 minggu lalu, ada poster si film ini seliweran di UNTAR. Saya nanya deh sama 1 cowok yang jagain tiket (ternyata ketua panitianya, saya baru tahu tadi hehehe), ternyata film cin(T)a ini bakalan road to campus, dan di Jakarta sendiri dipilih UNTAR, karena banyak Cina di kampus ini. Yah, alasan semi rasis ya? hehehe.. Tapi, gapapa deh, jadinya saya bisa nonton juga ni film. Langsung juga deh ngabarin FP, dan jadilah, kita nonton hari ini! Yipppieee :)

Kita semua ngambil screen 1, nonton pukul 10.30-an (baca : telat). Eh, filmnya kok ga klimaks ya? Saya baru sedih pas terakhir2nya, dia langsung abis. Wuahh, kok ga ada perlawanan dari Cina sama Anissa ya? Saya mengharapkan mereka jadian, setidaknya berani mengambil resiko dari perbedaan mereka. Tapi ini, tidak adaaaa.. Apa maksud itu? Belum lagi selentingan2 yang tidak kelar juga, jadinya penasaran deh dan harus nunggu diskusi film. Jadinya saya masuk kelas dulu, baru nyusul FP dan NK trus kita Jcool-an bentar sebelum balik lagi untuk melihat diskusi film.

Ketika konsep Tuhan dikeluarkan, saya amat setuju sama pernyataan si Anissa itu. "Tuhan itu adalah alasan saya hidup, dan alasan saya mati". Hebat itu kata2. Bahkan menurut saya jauh lebih hebat kata2 di filmnya, "Jika Tuhan saja bisa kamu lawan, apalagi saya". Yah, kurang lebih gitulah. Intinya, orang yang pindah agama, khususnya demi orang yang mereka cintai, itu artinya menyangkal Tuhan. Tuhan saja bisa mereka sangkal, mereka khianati, apalagi manusia yang (katanya) kita cintai itu. Bener banget itu! Yang ngasih hidup aja kita khianati, apalagi manusia! Bahkan kadang kita tanpa sadar mengambil tugas Tuhan. Kita menghukum orang, kita menilai orang, padahal itu tugas Tuhan. Tugas kita hanyalah mencintai sesama kita. Dan untuk itupun kadang kita susah. Huff...

Saya malas membahas kisah saya sendiri disini. Yang pasti, hari ini saya puas dengan film ini. Manusia siapapun dia, dari suku manapun, agama apapun, menyembah Tuhan dengan cara berbeda. Pertanyaannya, kenapa Dia menciptakan perbedaan di antara kita. Jawabannya, itulah mengapa Tuhan menciptakan cinta, supaya semua yang berbeda itu bisa bersatu. Hebat! Untuk filosofi yang 1 ini saya setuju. Cinta, pelajaran pertama dan pelajaran terakhir dalam hidup ini. Kita hidup untuk mencintai, namun jika kita tidak terlebih dulu mencintai diri kita, maka cinta itupun akan sulit kita miliki. Hidup, cin(T)a :)

The movie's quote : 

"Why did God create us differently..if God only wants to be worshipped in one way?
That's why God created Love, So all the differences could be united"
God who we call with different names and worship in different ways, and He is a Director.

undercover : FP ngeh pas si Sunny lewat, jadinya foto2 deh sama dia, pake acara deg2an segala lagi hahahaha.. Yang ada malah saya yang malah dekat banget sama muka Sunny. Yah, ganteng sih hahaha..

milky strawberries

Hai, bloggie..

Though i'm still tired, i'd like to share you thing that made me happy yesterday, yayyy, i went to Bandung :) and one big one there was visiting strawberry field and had my own strawberries time there, picked it, eat it also hehe.. And now, i am enjoying them. At first, i have no idea how to enjoy them, well, i like strawberry, in juice especially. If you put more milk inside, i could drink more than 2 glasses! But, i have no juicer here, so, what will i do? Heyy, just buy Full Cream Susu Kental Manis by Frisian Flag, tadaaaa here's my milky strawberries :)

it tasted yummy, really!

i heart strawberries :)

ps : i still have many stories with Bandung, but i wont post it until Inna give me all the photos hehe.. So, wait for my next post ya..

just quotes

Once again (after so many times i said "once again") i thought i, err.. dislike my current blog's background. I need it to be retouched again by Herlin really sooner * i really do crossing finger right now hihihihi.. But, let her do her best since i believe on her taste. I just realized that something happened with the hit counter. Well, i knew exactly that my blog's visitors are not that much! Really, but you can clearly see the total visitors now. Ow, ow, is it uncorrect now? Yeah, Herlin has just got her newest task to fix on my blog hehehe.. Maapkan diriku, kawan:p

Then, what will i post tonight? Hmm.. I am not in the good mood and good condition. I got my regularly sickness, hahaha, read my previous posts and you'll find it. The only key is, it's not about period, it's about my personal sickness. So, i am quite lazy to write a long post. I just wanna share you this quote. Do not think that hard to know the real meaning of this words. It's just simply meaningfull as you've passed it in your life.

I think I'm afraid to be happy because whenever I get too happy, something bad always happens.

antenna's current position

First, i gotta admit that i am not a TV person. It will make you easier to understand my words in this post hehehe. No, i won't write a heavy and long post, just as long as you have watched TV, you'll be understand. I have an 14" TV in my room. Most of the time i switch it off. The only reason was i don't have it's remote. Serious. It's not my TV, i got it from a man, when my dad had a bussiness with him. And i don't thing it's remote, because the only channel i remembered the programs and i liked it was only TransTV. Please trust me hehehe..

But, i changed my mind. About a month ago, i decided to search its remote. I've been searched actually, but not that hard. I even went to Mangga Dua Mall, just to looking for a remote, for a TV from nowhere brand, called EIKI. Please trust me again, that brand is truly exist in this TV world, and i just found one girl, who'd know the brand, and sold the remote! I was blessed to meet her and her small store. Tadaaa, it's work good on my tv!!

Today, i still not a tv person. But, i have remote on my hand, so i can change its channel. I even put it next to my bed, with handphone and AC remote, to make me easier to switch it off when i wanna sleep or to switch it on when i wake up, to watch gossip hehehe.. Yeah, Insert is my friend who accompany my shower and breakfast time. When i go home after class, i changed the channel. But, i got problem with that. I have to utak atik the antenna, before i got a bright look. Like a win-win solution. I can't watch all channel with bright look. So, i gotta make a priority of my daily tv programs. Like today.

 antenna's current position

Channels :

1. I don't know the channel's name, but it's bright.

2. Global TV : well, at least i knew if it's not Daniel on tv. (Yeah, not by his face but his voice hehehe)

3. Space Toon : if i were a kid, i'll sit in front of tv everysecond i can. It's brightttt and clearrrr!

4. TransTv : always as bright as i can say :p

5. The worst channel. It's blue screen! hahaha

6. O channel : yah, not bad

7. TPI : good.. good.. good

8. TVRI : a bit bright

9. Indosiar : hwuah, it's not bright, though i'm hoping it'll brighter in the afternoon huhuhu

10. SCTV : worse channel

11. RCTI : yeah, not as bad as SCTV hehe

12. ANTV : yah, like O channel. But i knew none program from this channel hehe

13. Trans7 : it doesn't make Tukul looks more handsome, but at least he's not "kabur" hehe. He's my best friend in sleeping time x)

14. Jak Tv : bright

15. Metro Tv : i even can named the politicians hehehe

16. TV One : so much bright

Sixteen programs, huff, enough for me actually. I'm just too lazy to utak atik the antenna, so, i back to my old habit, just watch the current channel, have no will to take a remote and change it hahaha.. Lazy me :p

get well soon, Gen

the most cungkring man (stand) is Egen

Last Sunday was my (our) second time to visit Reagen. Well, i still don't know what is his current, err.. sickness. A week ago, i knew he had deficit albumin (protein), but last Sunday they named it TBC usus. Not even better in my opinion. He's on ICU now! Get well soon, Gen. We all hoping you get well soon, so you can have a long resting time in Manado. God bless..